Well, I have been busy and feeling down. Not easy to keep your mood up when you've just been told that your once bubbly and vivacious son now has infantile autism and severe mental retardation. Not everyone get to hear that dreadful sentence in their lifetime. Anyway, I just celebrated my 32nd birthday on friday. 6 guests turned up. My brother in laws and their partners didn't turn up. Does not surprise me at all. One live downstairs and another live about 40metres away from our house.
Now I am so into dollhouse. Planning on getting one for a long long time and now finally I have done some queries and surfing. Found something affordable(actually still too much for) and simple and cute so I can build it up for my little girl.
Still has not finished my x-stitch. maybe when i finished updating this???
Hungry. got to find something. Found 2 kiwis. Fhould he sufficient for now.

lovely boy

look at this cute boy!





He is 4 years old now. This picture was taken about more than a couple of years ago. You can see there that there is nothing wrong with him yet. Not autistic or blind. He has never been sick in fact. No epilepsy or severe mental retardation. It's after 24th November 2003 that his life changed completely. Too painful for me to even talk about it now. Not yet. Nightmare all over again.

baby step

my birthday is coming up this friday. yep.........going to be 32 and then our 5th year wedding anniversary.
wonder what I'll be getting. I am so curious and never know how to wait. wish someone can let me know in advance what I will be getting. I love christmas bcoz I get even more presents there and feel each package each time no one is looking.

lost sleep

well, it's kinda of late (it is late!)and i got to get some sleep before my son wake up as he usually does.
this is my first time updating this journal so hope i'll be diligent in writing. maybe it'll help to improve my writing or mend my broken english. got to sleep now.
Current Mood: exhausted

bundles of joy

great!! When you want to sleep, there's always something. Hadi Johan, my youngest son of 5 months need breastfeeding. There goes my sleep.
Next will be danial I think. He's my 4 year old autistic son with special needs. Was blind last year and now he sees. God is full of Grace and Mercy.
I am thankful for my 3 wonderful children for bringing so much joy into my life.